I just came out of work feeling very homesick, thinking about how much I wanted to just go and find a view and sit there with my iPod like I did in my old town, but when I tried to find a view today I couldn’t, all I could find was a patch of grass with a glimpse of the city lights where I sat on a bench as small kids rode by on scooters giggling ‘lesbo’. Not quite the same as sitting on an empty beach with an endless ocean scrolled out infront of you. God I miss the ocean.
Why do I seem to get this every evening that I spend alone? I am literally such a pathetic worm sometimes.





